I’ve tried to deny it.
I wanted to hide it from the world–my family and friends.
But it’s becoming increasingly difficult to keep it locked away.
I’m losing control.
I fight it every second of every day.
Bit by bit, I’m losing the battle.
And I’m terrified of what will happen when I do.
Who will suffer the consequences?
My parents or my best friend?
I can’t bear the thought of losing them.
Especially because I was too weak to keep them safe.
These thoughts are ever constant, nagging in the back of mind.
It’s only a matter of time before I reveal myself to the world.
What am I supposed to do?
How do I protect the people I love from myself?
I must learn control because if I don’t…
Then I’ll their deaths will be on my hands.