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In A Nutshell #22 – Control

I’ve tried to deny it.

I wanted to hide it from the world–my family and friends.

But it’s becoming increasingly difficult to keep it locked away.

I’m losing control.

I fight it every second of every day.

Bit by bit, I’m losing the battle.

And I’m terrified of what will happen when I do.

Who will suffer the consequences?

My parents or my best friend?

I can’t bear the thought of losing them.

Especially because I was too weak to keep them safe.

These thoughts are ever constant, nagging in the back of mind.

It’s only a matter of time before I reveal myself to the world.

What am I supposed to do?

How do I protect the people I love from myself?

I must learn control because if I don’t…

Then I’ll their deaths will be on my hands.




Aspiring Writer, Avid Gamer, Green-thumbed gardener.

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